With all the kids having their own family and my husband dying of a heart attack a few years ago, I feel lonely and am needing of good company. I've moved on from grieving and want to get back to feeling excited about chatting up lads whom I can conn...

It's been a long time since I felt the warm touch of a man's hands between my thighs. I love me who knows how to tease women with their touch. A gentle caress and a soft massage can make any lass cum, believe it or not.

Having hands run all over my body is one of my biggest turn-ons, through massages or just snogging, I'd always end up soiling my knickers. What I would give just to get that sensation back. It's been years since I've had masculine hands feel me up.

A good smut is always the best way to get my knickers wet. Thinking about what if what I'm reading would happen to me. What if a fit lad walks into my bedroom door and asks me if he can have his way with me, to become the mistress he wants to please ...

Going out during the weekends has long left my system. When you're in your 50s, staying in would be the best way to spend it. I would often pull out my collection of smutty novels then proceed to let my imagination and hands run havoc.

When I say I want dessert, it would usually involve a schlong with whipped cream at the top. It can get messy but I love cleaning up as much as I can with my tongue and mouth. As a reward after, I get to ride it like I did in the prime of my youth.